i can't stop crying from last night ! i still remember what she did to me ! and i stress with my history scrapbook ! and now ! one more thing happen to me ! oh my god ! why is this happen to me ! i'm not strong enough to go trough it god ! i not ! why god ? why ? i'm lonely ! will i be lonely for the rest of my life ? i need somebody to be with me god ! i'm begging you to give happiness ! SERIOUSLY I HATE MY LIFE !!!!!